Monday, October 17, 2011

GeoMancy & MyMancy

Do you sometimes feel crowded with thoughts, less spatial inside and out, feel there is no space to breathe, people and things crowding you physically & mentally. Well, that's how I felt today. So I did Geomancy & this is the 2nd time I'm writing about it and MyMancy(a new term invented by me). Let me define both.

Defination of Geomancy:

"House clearing or space clearing which helps to transform energies in your environment to make it safer, healthier and happier for you, your family, your pets and plants."

Defination of MyMancy:

"Clearing of personal, mental, spiritual, astral, ethereal, psychological space or any other space relating to human body."

I thought, I needed space, real physical space. So I boxed up a few things ready to go to the thrift shop and some for donation. They're all going out tomorrow or maybe, day after, out of my personal space, out of my life.

Being an addicted hoarder, it was not easy. You see, I try to save everything, almost to the point that I crowd myself and my sweet, understanding hubby's personal space. But sometimes, you need to consciously take that hard decision, "to let go". You can't bottle up a lot of data/ emotions all at once. You need to learn to let go of things, past and future. To clear that physical space, so that you'll have some mental space and finally, some peace of mind.

A few days ago, I was talking to my hubby telling him, how I remember people, things, those tiny details that people forget so easily, about past, present and future. I know, it's a gift and I like it many a times. But I feel, it's unnecessary sometimes. Just like a computer, even after being a machine, it can bear only upto a certain storage space. Human mind needs to work like that. We save so much bullshit in our heads, so much unnecessary data that doesn't need to be there in the first place. It needs to be saved on an external storage device, if it's that important. If not, it's better to click that "Delete" button and let it go forever in ether. The past is gone the moment I write this, the future unknown and I care a damn about it. I love the present, but I'm not stuck to it like a dependable clingy wife.

So, I say, from this moment (or who knows since how long I've been planning this), I'll click that delete button as soon as I realize the unimportance of something in my mind, my immediate surrounding and wherever/whenever I can. This can be something present physically, mentally, spiritually, astrally, etherally, psychologically or in any other realms, if they are.

Other thing that I conciously would be doing is, if & when I feel like shopping, I'll ask myself these questions:

1) Do I really need this?

2) Will it make a difference, if I don't have this thing in my life?

3) Do I need this much? If yes, how much do I need? If no, why am I buying this obsolete thing?

4) What will happen, if I buy it/ don't buy it?

5) Will this create a burden on my head?

& lastly and the most important question, if all these questions give me a negative answer, I will ask this to my intuition, my instinct:

6) What do you think? If still no, I'll smile & not buy, if it says yes, I'll buy it/ whatever & follow my high command's order without questioning.

My goal in doing all these exercises:

Clear all spaces and be everything or nothing(as some say). Be so light that to be everywhere and nowhere at the same time. To exist, yet not exist.